If things were that easy I probably wouldn't be writing this blog. And yes I know the song is actually a love song, but I'm just talking about that particular phrase. My blog may be about stupid things like team work and boys, but that's because I needed a place to put those simple things down and actually focus on the hard ones, that way I don't lose my mind.
Sometimes I do wish I could just restart everything, sadly I can't. Life is getting so serious and intense, no more games, no more "I'll do it later", and to be honest it's scary, very scary.
When I was younger I knew exactly what I wanted to do with my life and now I have no freaking idea, my mind just forgot every plan I had and decided I have to start over. Maybe the plans I had before weren't the best, but at least I had an idea of what I wanted my life to be. It was all very simple, college, get a job that I loved no matter what, live in the city of my dreams, find a great guy and that was it but no, what was I thinking? of curse that wasn't going to work, my head decided that's not good enough.
Maybe this change is supposed to let me know something, like maybe it's not my mind that just forgot about previous plans, maybe I've changed and I need to realize that what I wanted 4 years ago it's not what I need right now or maybe I was just too dumb to make a good plan and that's why it all sounds so stupid. Whatever the reason is, I know I have to find a new plan, and it has to be quick.
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